Frustration

Still the same day as the last post. I'm just feeling really frustrated right now. It feels like this is never going to get better. All of those important milestones seem so far away. And even they seem like they aren't very satisfying. My jaw wasn't supposed to be wired and it is. I was supposed to be in surgery for 6-8 hours, and I was in for 13.5. I'm so uncomfortable right now and I just want food. I don't regret having this done, but I do regret the discomfort - a lot.